Pixietown

soooo... my employer has gone "all-in" on "AI" development and has a mandate that all work be done "AI-first"

needless to say, I am ... not buying this

I've been at this job for nine years and seen a lot of really stupid shit (including being forced to do all my work on a windows laptop ~6mo ago) but this is the thing has pushed me over the line; I've stayed at this job because I was able (within limits) to do my best work, and now I'm being told I need to do work that is worse than that

no

I've been more or less stalling for a couple weeks since this policy was announced; just dragging my feet and smiling and nodding, implying that yes, eventually I'd get around to installing clod as per the new requirements

but today I had a meeting with my manager where she asked me directly and there was no more dancing around it, so I told her straight out that was never going to happen

so... we'll see how serious they are about this! but even if they don't get rid of me and grant me an exception, I can't handle it being everywhere around me and suffocating me

in my head I have plotted what I refer to as a "desperation curve" where the X axis is time and the Y axis is my willingness to work with technologies I know I will find unpleasant

and if I somehow could find a place that doesn't have any LLM use, that would be a powerful multiplier against that curve

is this realistic? who knows... would I prefer a langlemangle-free Java shop to my current circumstances? yeah, almost certainly, but I'm still holding out hope for a while that I don't have to

but eventually it enters the realm of possibility if the current search parameters go nowhere